>>44971580>Spending time keeping up with the Pokemon newsI'm sure that somewhere deep down you're hoping that the series will be good again. And that's alright. Don't feel too bad about it.
Meanwhile, you could try writing down what made Pokemon feel so special for you. Putting those feeling into words will make easier to move on.
Sorry about your friends who don't get you. Maybe all you need is someone who will listen to you for once. I hope you will find that person.