>>55746009Pretty miserable lately since tldr: I got cucked by the guy I like (and who liked me back) unintentionally knocking up a random girl.
I would've gotten over it more easily if not for the fact (schizo warning)
it was like I was in the room when it happened and knew what was happening and could hear his thoughts the whole damn night. He kept thinking back to me, trying to justify it, and when they were getting to it he must have hesitated and referred to me out loud somehow, and she started screaming at him something like "what's wrong with you, she's not here, I am, just do it! It's fine, she won't know!" and shamed him (dumb, drunk, and no sex for 1year+) into following through.Of course she got pregnant, she made sure she would, that was why she was insistent on their second date being that night. I'd heard of predatory women on /pol/ years ago but never thought it could happen to me. And I thought I was over it months ago, but the news just broke irl and is drudging it up again.
He deserves his fate for being too spineless to just ask me out and taking his friends' advice to ~have some fun~ first before getting serious. I deserve it because all I had to do was call him instead of listening in like a cuck radio station and confess any moment until he stuck it in. He still can't look me in the eye, and I was the only person he didn't tell about the pregnancy. He clearly isn't happy about this outcome, but hell, it's his his problem because I'm at least free to find a decent person to be with and he's stuck with that manipulative cunt.
Anons, don't be cowards. If you don't happen to life, life happens to you.