>>53724603>Do they just accept they’re going to be alone forever?‘Accept’ is a strong word, but I know that’s how things are going to be, as my attempts to improve myself and find love have failed. I’m simply trying to fill the empty hole in my heart. The ‘pit of despair’ experiment is basically what that is.
I’m the baby monkey, my life is the pit, and Lillie is the carpet covered bottle I cling to as an attempt to obtain affection