Quoted By:
Garchomp
Femanon. I was sexually abused for years as as child. In my teen years, I had other unwanted sexual contact with older men, including my own dad but nothing as bad as the abuse. When I was around 21 I think my roommate raped me with a strap on- I say think bc I remember not wanting it and I felt disgusting after but at the same time I said it was okay with it so I'm not sure.
I want to date men but I'm terrified of them. The only men I like are fictional but even then, they're almost always villians bc the idea that they can hurt me attracts me to them. I have a GF of 8 years and she knows all this but I still feel kinda guilty for some reason.
