>>28101842So basically a humblebrag even though you apparently have trouble tending to your sub's inclinations. You don't even come off as particularly liking her and even dumped her before, but eventually "resigned" yourself to her, as if this were some sort of terrible fate. Honestly, I would say how callous you sound is just a tiny bit fucked up if I didn't know some idiots thought the same thing in my case, even though it's what both me and my girl want.
I mean, this is basically what you're saying about the woman you're marrying. "She is boring. The things she does to show affection are unbearable."
The only way this could be the case is if she's just dead weight, eats up your time, or constrains you (like, you can't go to a movie you want to see because she wouldn't enjoy it), but that's not what you're otherwise saying. At that point she's not "doing anything you ask," she's just a burden. That's not a good submissive, that's a needy bitch; that needs to be correct.
But the way you're putting it, all you should have to do is take her by the hand and lead her where you want, man. The sky is the limit - you can do anything you want together. If you have the same interests and she's your best friend otherwise, why object to the way she loves you? Are you just bad at taking charge?
>scary thing is that enjoys itWhat's scary about it, really? Many people are legitimately happier when they can put all their faith into someone they love and admire and trust. It takes a weight off their shoulders. Because they can rely on you to make the hard decisions, you can rely on them in every other way in turn. Are you simply afraid you'll fail her?
Here's a hint, if you didn't realize it already: one of the reasons she came back after you dumped her is probably because she knew you didn't actually need her. Doesn't that pull your heartstrings even a little?
