>>30782446Just going to assume you're in high school or something OP.
The kind of stuff that you're describing never really happens once you get into college. I remember being a dick in high school, and having dickish things happen to me. We're all just kind of cruel at that age because we lack real empathy.
Once you get into college and especially adulthood, all of the people who are dicks like that either change their ways or are ridiculed by other people for being dicks.
tl;dr
I know it sounds dumb, but it really does get better. High School sucks man, but it's only like 4 years. It's normal for that stuff to bother you, but don't let it define you. I say this having been in your position, having been a bully, having been a middle school teacher, a high school teacher, and disciplinarian.
