>>34961444Imagine being reverse raped by your Pokémon, a trusted partner who had been with you throughout most of your life. Imagine the sense of betrayal you'd feel at first as something so close to you would take advantage of her superior power to force herself on you while you can do nothing to stop it, and even if you could do something, you wouldn't want to hurt something so important to you.
Imagine the shame you would feel at being used, as you stand in the shower for hours and hours on end but no matter how hard you scrub you never seem to get clean. You're so dirty now that you cannot bring yourself to tell anyone what happened to you, because the shame would be too much you to bear, you think you'd rather die than have people know.
Imagine that sense of betrayal slowly turning into guilt as you start to blame yourself for what happened. Was it something you did, were you somehow neglecting your Pokémon's needs? How could you not see it coming from something you thought you knew so well? Perhaps the guilt makes you easily taken advantage of again and it turns into a vicious, self-destructive cycle.
>ywn