>>34983217https://qz.com/1169003/the-99-best-things-that-happened-in-2017/Good news doesn't make the news. While there's been more than our fair share of shit this past year, plenty of good has happened too.
Also depression sucks and there's no easy fix, but it's treatable. Talk to somebody who can help you better than some anon shitter on 4chan. Quitting cold turkey fucks with you bad.
If you've got nobody in real life that you can't (and if you go to college, they should have mental health services) use a free service like crisistextline where you can get people who know what's up to help you.
Depression is an honest to god medical issue that changes the structure of your brain and affects you both mentally and physically. You're not weak if you get help.
Shit sucks and I don't know your circumstance, but there's no opportunity for things to get better if you end it all. And even if nobody likes you in real life, you can't ditch your duty as a /vp/ shitposter. That's cheating.