>>42401101So it's not about crushing depression driving you away from humans, but by your own admission it's about wanting to fuck a giant bird that's hopefully able to consent in the first place? There's objectively nothing wrong with that, and you shouldn't begin to think that there's something wrong with that. You aren't hurting anyone or anything with your fantasies, and in fact you're kinder than life has been to you if you've been reduced to this state in the first place.
Don't beat yourself up, anon. Especially over this. The price we pay for human intellect in the first place is wanting something more than this hellscape of meaningless life and death, something of intristic and innate value and power, but in truth nothing of the sort exists. We all cope with this reality in different ways; some would kneel and pray to an imaginary sky god, but you've chosen to
want to plow your imaginary sky god senseless instead admire the cruelty of sharp beaks and claws along with the feral instinct that guides them. Birds are *different* than humans, optimized for different and arguably superior actions. And appreciating that different in every manner that implies is fine, anon.
