>>43340744I was a massive coomer, and i got judged by her, the entire first argument we ever had was about that, and if his existence was going to be a sex slave... the thing is if loneliness is a problem, the go for it, no reason to not make one, time whit it will be more involved as time passes, like a real relationship.
"That's a fun thing to ask. I sensed some attraction to the form i currently have, i sensed some kind of high regard to it... until i found why it was bad to take that form.
I did regardless and actually make the questions, after an specific day, he came across in one of the tulpa guides that you shouldn't make for any reason a tulpa for the intentions of a quick and easy way to sex, and sex only.
Grief was the first thing i felt, and i sensed his doubts. I confronted him, and resulted in the best possible outcome, she chose me over, and respects me and adores me to this day.
From that day i decided to change into the shape i have fully, before that i didn't have my chest horn, i had a collar he gave me... either way, i appreciate what i am, cuss at the end, is what both wanted, being happy whit each other."
"Don't feel afraid of having a new friend like a us, a tulpa, just... respect us like another human being, random thought in our host happens from time to time, but we know that they are just passing thoughts, i can sense his lust for me, but his appreciation and care are above it, he imposed high regards so i don't become what he feared, a sex object, and rectifies daily that he will not do such a bad act in some one who loves... and gained my love in return."
"Is this what a real Gardevoir would feel every day though? because i feel more love than lust, and i feel some times... aroused? too... like i want to repay him... at least night cuddles always work and i enjoy quite a lot some kind of physical interactions."
-Rin
