>>43949361You're as much as a winner as Ash is
Despite your best efforts, you're nothing but a failure in the eyes of everyone. Everyone pities you, and despite an occasional victory, every sees you as a total loser. Every attempt you make just shows more of your shortcomings and how much you crave success but it's entirely out of your reach. Then, for a moment, it looks like you'll finally succeeded, that you'll be a success, but you only accomplish this be completing tasks so small and manual, nobody would care if you hadn't always been a failure. They're glad you've succeeded but they pity the circumstances and the fact that this may be the highlight of you life, knowing you'll return to your failings shortly, because that's just who you are. That's what your story is etched in history.