>>46077630Good for you, I didn't want to have anything to do with the cool kids from my school. We kinda had drug and depression problems. There was this fat kid who tried to commit suicide by setting himself on flames. It was a "christian" school and there were a lot of kids from cults who always talked about Jesus and they thought I was satanic and not feminine enough according to their bible or something (mostly mennonites). What I am trying to say is that there weren't any kids I wanted to be friends either. But being a loner was quite hard. At least nobody bullied me because I looked so scary haha sometimes they'd think I wouldn't hear them talk shit about me because I barely talked.
Yeah I was too weird for the normies and too normie for the weird kids. I'm at college now studying computer graphics. There are barely any girls and the ones I met seemed autistic (for real not trying meme) and that's coming from me as an introvert. The guys either run away from me or try to flirt, which is really awkward because they're nerds who don't know how to talk to girls. I honestly like the whole Covid situation rn having classes at home and talking to others via Discord, otherwise I'd still feel alone.
