>>51296796TELL ME
WHY
WHY???
I. CAN'T. TAKE. IT. ANYMORE!!!!!!
Why do we even live ? No really, why ? Why am I alive ? Why don't I have a cutie redhead drummer girlfriend ?
I'm 30, never accomplished anything in my life. Watching cartoons make me want to kys myself. I want to DO THINGS, I want to have FRIENDS, I want to have sword fights, jump off a plane, rescue people, have secret missions, discover hidden treasures, go to space...
Ash Ketchum....people RESPECT HIM, he has an accomplished life and DOZENS of cute girls that lust after him
But here I am, having a dead-end job, not a single skill, and I'm 5'6'
I can't even play a single instrument
I'm done. This is it. I've finally snapped. I literally burst in tears writing this
I never, EVER got a girlfriend.
I don't know what it's like to stroll in the park hand in hand. I don't know what it's like to enjoy a nice at the movies, watching a film together. I don't know what it's like to dine in a nice restaurant face to face with her. I don't know what it's like to wake up every morning and see someone next to you. I don't know what it's like to have someone you can hug when they're sad, or have her listen to me when I'm sad. I don't know what it's like to love and to be loved.
I'm tired of this. Never kissed, never held hands, never experienced having a girl blush at you or play with her hair and biting her lip.
WHAT MUST I DO ??? WHAT ??? MUST I TAKE OUT THE FREAKIN MOON SO A GIRL FINALLY LOOKS AT ME ????
I just want to be TOUCHED. The RARE instances when this happens is if a girl sits next to me in the bus
Why is it so difficult ??? I don't understand, for 6,000 years my ancestors have been finding their romantic partner, married and spawned children.
Why am I differrent ? What is happening ?
