>>53267901idk if you still here but lemme say one nore thing:
I dropped off a very well paid job that I got for 2 years since we got out of confinement
I had very nice offers but felt so anxious and nervous that preferred to not continue with the process even if they liked me
I also felt like shit because those and the thoughts about not being productive or doing anything with my life made me not being able to concentrate in my own personal projects
Life has some ups ad downs, even if you were 100% happy with your body, your skills, your social life and everything, you could still pass a bad moment without knowing why, and always think about yourself, your family will be always doubtful about any decisions
And thinking about one thing sometimes makes you go crazy until you disconnect and go back fater a while
As I said, if you were near, I would be happy to talk and share experiences and to present you some people, but whatever, I'm glad you feel better little by little
