For the past two years I thought vtubers are cringe commercial bullshit, capitalizing on other media's success: cute anime characters, streaming vidya, creating fictional characters that have lore, incel desire to fantasize, let people escape reality etc. Another normie shit that seeps everywhere and ruins it.
Life is pretty fucking depressing. Everything is going to shit. I was going to blog to prove my point but I think if you sit on this fucking site you probably already feel that way. It feels like we will all die soon anyways. Stuff like therapists or pills make it feel as if it's all just simple easy lies you should swallow and feel better, but you know there is no "better", noone is obliged to help you, there is no "fix".
And it feels like Pippa knows it. That she relates to this feeling. It's not "I used to think the same before but it got better", no, Pippa is the schizo establishment hating funny rabbit, she'd never lie like that to me. Life is shit. You can be on top, have a beautiful wife, house, a car, a job, and still realize that deep inside you are that loser you always had been. We will all die and death is ugly. That's what Pippa says to me. Pippa is real. Pippa is as depraved and depressed as I am.
Pippa smiles and tells me "Anon, we will all die, but do you enjoy jacking off? Then do it faggot haha", and it's not because she looks upon me or encourages being self destructive. She knows all the shit I know. She's as schizo as I am. She's as dumb as I am.
>>26903484I love it too, it's super cringe but she fully embraces the cringe.