>>23054263In America at least you can go to in-patient care if you feel like you're particularly unstable or in desperate need of help. Otherwise, try to look for a therapist (it's different from a psychiatrist). If you think you may have autism, you should go to a psychiatrist to get tested for it. You'll get shit here on 4chan because it's 4chan, but being on the autism spectrum isn't a bad thing and it may lead to more answers about yourself. If that ends up being the case, talking to a therapist can help you find coping mechanisms to deal with that sort of thing. If you don't want to do things in-person there are resources online as well. You have options, don't give up Freaky!