>>9805239There's no worse feeling than having a dream of you casually spending time with your oshi, sitting on the couch just watching some TV with the lights turned low, the atmosphere relaxed and laid back. Feeling her slowly, subtly pull herself closer to your side, just like a night with your high school crush where neither of you could admit your feelings so you'd simply settle for being close to each other. Feeling her warmth beside you as she curls up to your arm. As she brings her head into your chest.
Feeling like everything's right in the world.
Feeling nothing but the morning air at your side when you wake up.
Feeling nothing.