>>73549445There's a saying that goes: "Fans are the reflection of the oshi"
It's if you're willing to have an "over-creative" mind aka. some sort of self-induced schizophrenia. I rarely watch Shondo yet I love her from the image and personality of her that I created in my mind. There are other ways to go about it but once you find yours that just clicks, you'll stick around naturally.