>>12357463>a summary of what has happened to her>If_only_you_knew_how_bad_things_really_are.pngOh boy like holy shit man. So far this happened:
>her throat is doing much better now>she only had three counselling sessions left at the beginning of October>she played a shitton of Apex and got drunk>Delta needed to visit Tokyo on October 18th to continue discussions with the person/people with whom she was planning some stuff previously but her mother suddenly went to the hospitalNow this is the heavy shit that happened yesterday:
>Delta joined the Discord voice chat after asking to talk in text chat, crying and quite distressed.>during the time when she has been MIA, she has received direct attacks from antis via her Fanbox DMs. >the attacks dealt a large amount of shock to Delta and made her begin questioning how to proceed forward with internet content creation. >she has regularly been attending counselling recently, but, in reply to the situation she described, she once again received the advice of "You should take a break from the internet.">Delta considered how to deal with the antis and decided to come completely clean about her past incidents in a public stream that she announced on the public twitter account set for mid-November>however, after having announced the stream, she came to realize that, due to various complications, she could not talk completely about everything, which caused her to spiral into another menhera episode.>at the same time, Delta has been working on some big developments, including the second trip to Tokyo to finish the business she left incomplete in July. >she scheduled the Fanbox stream for early November hoping to be able to share with us some of the news about the project(s) she's working on with various people. >however, after her panic following announcing the public stream, she paused communications with those people, and, as a result, lost the positive news she wanted to share with us. 