>>14714486I can relate anon
except with Shinect, the conclusion that I came to was that you can keep jerking off to her if you want (in fact, in Nyan's case I think it's encouraged, since she has a lot of porn and it probably helps you picture her farther apart from you as a person), but you need to give yourself constant reality checks.
She does not know who you are. She will never know who you are. You are a nobody. You will always be a nobody to her. You do not have a chance of scoring with her. You are but one person amongst 10 thousand other nobodies watching her streams.
That's pretty much it. Seems to be kinda working in my case
even if it hurts a bit 