>>40504719A bit of purpose, and a bit of opening up to sending and receiving love. It's minor, but even if it's somewhat feigned or more directed towards the crowd it kinda helps a bit that a cute girl's cheering me on like I am for her. And it helped me kind of accept opening to others to do the same.
I don't think I needed a lot more than just that push to think I was worth it again, and the perseverance of a girl who was given every reason to give up and missed every normal milestone of life and still works so hard is a bit inspiring.
I know a lot of that isn't really contingent on forming a parasocial bond or anything, but I'm grateful for the boost it gave me and I wanna be there for her too when she needs it.
