>>25310478>The money shot isn't Okayu doing the abuse, it's Korone getting abused.Yeah, that's really interesting to me. To contrast some of the other responses you've gotten, I'm not necessarily after happy endings or aftercare or whatever, but I think there's still a clear distinction between abuse written to self-insert as the abuser, and what you do, your voyeuristic standpoint as you put it. That's the breaking point for me personally.
It's like, there's no "heat", no passion. Even if there's a heavy appeal to schadenfreude in an erotic work, even if there's no recourse for the victim, there's typically still that sense of brain-melting arousal on the part of the abuser that increases in intensity as they get more and more into the abuse. Even rape and ryona doujins tend to have the big orc monster, or delinquent, or ugly bastard or whoever get really heated and drive the point in how erotic dominating their "partner" is.
Since your abusers don't do that, the scenarios feel very cold and mechanical, like seeing a girl get fucked by a robot or probed by an alien for research or something. It makes the erotic pacing feel odd to me, or absent, rather, like, when am I supposed to nut? The usual cues present in porn telling you to start getting excited, build in intensity, etc. just aren't there. That's something usually shared by *all* genres as well, not just abuse, so you must see how your scenarios feel very foreign to me.
That's all just psychological mumbo-jumbo I asked out of intellectual curiosity though, and I don't think it should have any impact on what you do going forward. You shouldn't by any means feel compelled to do anything that lessens your personal enjoyment of the craft. That's an easy way to burn yourself out. For example, I'd avoid the attitude of:
>I am here to fill requests, after allI understand all too well the appeal of the little dopamine hits one can get from meeting a requester's expectations or receiving compliments/praise in response to a release, but that should always play second fiddle to whether or not you're enjoying what you're creating. Please don't feel like you "owe us" anything; you have been and continue to be a great influence on this general.
