>>55340115Realistically, the hiatuses/sparse streaming schedule for a pretty long time was a bigger end to my Gosling feelings than anything else. Her reincarnating got her a lot more viewers, and for that I'm happy for her even if my formerly heavy parasocial feelings for her are dead by this point. It's nice while it lasts but sparks fade eventually, whether the relationship is a real or parasocial one.
TLDR: if you have Gosling feelings that are actually pushing you to do shit, great, try to make those positive changes a habit or otherwise find other shit you enjoy because those feelings probably won't last forever.