>>68451457Take your time Lucub you can separate your oshi from the person who plays the character. It's okay to still cherish the memories of their streams while acknowledging that they are a problematic or even terrible person behind the scenes and should be held accountable. It's not like you're responsible for his behavior, or encouraged it. You're just as much a victim of his if anything, as you put your faith in him and he let you down.
Babygirl.