>>26325472I play koikatsu and download all the bdsm/guro mods and try to craft violent scenarios in the scene editor using anime girls to satisfy my need.
There's also quite a few guro/horror h-games out there you can play, some of them are torture sims like Banquet of Sadism if you just wanna hurt girls to your hearts content.Sometimes I just lay in bed for hours thinking about finding a cute girl on Tinder and tricking her into coming over only to beat the shit out of her and lock her in my basement where I can force her to wear a Rosemi cosplay and torture her for months. However those thoughts go away after a good night's sleep and living out those fantasies in my dreams. 