>>70629510I've left so many comments, from loving encouragement to very polite and mild disappointment. I've superchatted and said that I wish we could see her more. I've left messages telling her how much she means to me and others. I'm always in chat, cheering her on and saying how much I miss her when she's gone. I've even sent her a fan letter saying these things.
So what else do you want from me? What else can one person do? You say I do nothing, but you have no idea how much I've done. The truth is I've done a lot, and none of it has mattered or meant anything to her.
And I'm not even the only one who's told her those things. She knows that many people feel the same way I do and how much all her fans love her.
She doesn't feel the same way. She never has, and she's only gotten more distant as time has passed.