>>54613904Mom is so good right now that I couldn't be less suicidal. Even better than that, it's the happiest I've been in god fucking knows how long.
A good indicator of how I'm doing is how often I journal because all I ever journal about is the worst shit that's plaguing my mind. If I use it a lot it's a very clear sign of my mental health going to shit. Ever since mom returned to the woman I know and love, I've made only like one entry a day and those entries have been positive. Super, super good sign. There will be Norway vacations for me.
