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I just want to hug Pochi mama, the thought of never being able to massage her stiff and petite shoulders or the thought of her never asking me to put salonpass on her aching back after hours of drawing her beautiful work just kills me. I am starting to actually lose my mind just thinking about her. It kills me even more that she will probably be together, have kids and grow old with someone who doesn't even comprehend that she is the nicest most motherly and wonderful woman on this sad planet. What is the point in my worthless life if I can't show her my feelings and she will never realise that I am the one who would make her happy. She doesn't even know how much of my children i have spilled in to a sock thinking about her and how much agony i am in because of these feelings that have been left unanswered, Pochi is all I have. The only thing I can do is send her aka's and cry as i will never feel her slender body next to me. She will not be part of my life and I will never be able to appreciate and love her as much as she deserves to be loved.
