Hey hows it going everyone, haven't been here in a very longtime. I wanted to wait until after Pippa's stream to post this, it's basically a blogpost so really sorry in advance.
A year ago today I was drunk and at rock bottom. I was facing eviction after my parents got tired of my ass being a worthless NEET and going through other shit I wont bother you with. I was drunk as shit while watching Pippa and made this post
>>39601855It's pathetic crybaby in hindsight I know, but at the time I was serious, I even grabbed my dads glock and fully planned to end myself that night. The post was just really a last ditch cry for help. But Pippa's response, and much more so the nice anons giving some reassurance and nice words for Christmas snapped me out of making a really bad decision.
Things were rough at the start of the year, but I was able to slowly work my way into an actual life. Now a year later I work in construction making a stable, and even have a girlfriend to spend tomorrow night and christmas with. My life's the best it's ever been and I would even be here if it weren't for a few anons talking some blogposting off topic faggot out of making a terrible decision. Thank you /pcg/, and thank you Pippa, I really mean it.
So to any anons going into tomorrow feeling extra alone, and like there's no future for them outside streams and posting, I've been there man. It may take alot of work and serious life changes but it's possible to be happy and do the things you wanna do. Don't throw it all away for one night. There's people who really will miss you when you're gone
Merry Christmas /pcg/, and merry Christmas Pippa if you ever see this. Thanks for helping a loser capipi out at his lowest.
I'll never forget this place.
