>>12844248If you do a passion project then I am sure she will notice you. Plenty of people have been talking about and thanking people for doing something nice for them. And some individual people truly earned their oshis love, like that guy who did gigantic maikura map art for Matsuri, Aloe and Coco until he died.
Other than that, I think my oshi loves everyone in her chat equally. You may not think that amounts for much, but it's still genuine love.