>>49909941I mean it when I say that literally every night as I lay down to sleep, I close my eyes and imagine her crawling into bed next to me and cuddling close under the blanket. I imagine her smiling at me before softly whispering "Goodnight" and kissing me. We finally drift off to sleep in each other's warmth.
And then I always wake up in the morning and brutally reminded that I am, and always was, completely and utterly alone.