>>38814443>>38814464Im pretty sure my terminal autism is in large part due to the nature of consciousness being wholly solitary. I think for people it didn't use to be this way, that is the breadth of human experience was more narrow and as such there wasn't so much distance between perceptible realities. The ever increasing complexity of things makes it much more difficult and I think it's on purpose.
A lot of the time I hold out hope that some of these girls are really lying about everything and they have tidy, happy, complacent lives behind the scenes and dont really feel any of the things that would make them an attractive audience to this place.
