>>62967381hmpst! thought for a bit. concern is like, sustainability and precedent so probs not BUT dw im not weirded out! rather i'm honored.
i have goals. immodest and ambitious ones. i want to outdo projekt melody. in terms of depravity, in terms of ccv, in terms of heart of gold. i want to be a truly good person and condition my viewers to be good people (i'm open about my escapades in order to ward off possessive idol-culture thoughts in my viewers) and treat partners and people healthily. this is my unironic reason for streaming at all.
but to pull this off, i need to avoid 1v1 exclusive encounters with those viewers. i can see that, in some viewers' minds, defeating the idea that i can't (and shouldn't) be owned/claimed in anyone's heads.
so for the sake of consistency with my long term goals i can't fuck my viewers, or any sort of private content, until i plan exactly how it can fit healthily into my plans as a vtuber.
