>>56362159used to be a burnout before I fixed my life to try becoming good enough to impress my high school crush. It wasn't enough & she still turned me down
probably because even in my teens I had already started balding. I have not ever kissed a girl outside of truth or dare, have never had an online dating match, or otherwise been on a date. I'm decently financially successful because I'm a software engineer, but I'm slowly coming to the realization that I'm not even a real person, just some ugly abomination that has been trying & failing to impress someone who probably has entirely forgotten about my existence & that nothing in life is even fun to me anymore. I have 0 idea why I bother going on.