>>50179403I'll miss ya too, but knowing you're taking care of yourself is enough for me. Keep taking those walks (unless I'm getting my gosling posters mixed up... But STILL, even if you're not him, walks are a good way to de-stress, so you should get them in your daily routine!) and looking towards the future!
>>50181064NTA but its gonna be hard. Mine never did gfe, so I can't imagine how much more invested you are, but you can't ever give in to any dark thoughts that might arise. It will hurt, days will be grey and meaningless for a while, but you have to always keep yourself up, no matter what. After the initial period passes, I suggest picking up a hobby you haven't tried before, or start on your gym reps, or whatever. Something to occupy your mind and let time do its thing and slowly heal you. I belive you're a strong person, and can get through this! If a day is looking particularly dark, take a walk as well, even if you have to force yourself! Nature can often help soothe the soul that's suffering...
