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>get into Hololive
>try and balance your IRL activities and your Holo activities decently
>get the most shit thrown at you out of all the girls at debut, because people assume you're only there for the worst of intentions and to use the brand as a way to shill for your IRL activities
>spend years building up your identity and doing well, having good periods and bad periods, but never giving up because your autism prevents you from ever doing that without an outright intervention
>get in trouble multiple times because your loyal nature causes conflicts between people you like/used to hang out with, and people your new fanbase don't like/think are only there to harvest fame from your own success
>stick it out, get bigger and better over time, but still keep stumbling because you stick your neck out and do impulsive shit a lot and it doesn't always turn out well
>it's 2022 and "DA BOIZ" debut
>you see them going through a lot of the same shit that you did, lots of people who have already written them off, think they're only there to leech from the brand and other girls to get big and fuck off to IRL/RM activities
>think you need to be a good senpai and put your neck on the line for them
>unironically fucking burn your own goodwill that you've been generating for years on and off, to try and help these guys out, at least the ones that you can relate to and seem to have gotten the worst luck with shit like models
>You even keep a group going after one of your kouhai girls gets in big drama for fucking up in shit related to these guys, because you're loyal, and you want to show that you care about your co-workers deeply, even if you're bad at expressing it
>fast-forward six months or so
>the effect of burning your goodwill to help these people has been clear, and combined with a fuckton of work being put into new contracts at the expense of maintaining your full range of activities, you've burned a LOT of your audience
>but you know that you can keep going, and you're so dedicated to this now that you're even throwing your IRL activities away for real this time, so you can put all of your focus on Hololive
>you're engaging back into the content as much as you can, you have a new stable of girls debuting and want to make it clear to them that you'll be a reliable senpai who helps them out/shows up whenever you can
>you get news
>the guys who you burnt a fuckton of good will for so that they wouldn't deal with the same shit you did alone fucking quit
>you burnt so much good will, and hurt so much work to build up your fanbase, to build these boys up way higher than they'd ever be without you
>and they fucking quit
>not only that
>they didn't even fucking tell you anything
>they quit to run to their IRL/RM activities and harvest the Hololive fans they gained to bring to their own projects
>they unironically did literally everything you were ever accused of being, after you put your neck on the line because you thought the best of them
>and they didn't even fucking own up to it at the end of the day with a graduation
>they just fucking ran away without even a goodbye to their Holo fans, the fans you just sacrificed your own IRL activities for
