>>30255735>I have lots of interests outside those things but I don't want to waste a woman's time if she considers those things red flagsnigga who gives a SHIT you can't appease everybody and if you try to be selective you better have a good normie facade and be a normie/half normie anyway, but you're a pomudachi and a gunpla autist but aside from that like what goes on in your life? what are your dreams? your goals and aspirations? do you have friends? you NEED friends before you need a gf, you're a human being you need to socialize and feel part of a group, women come later; get some friends first, have your own little autism adventures with them like going to midnight releases, black friday shopping, sharing cool shit together, etc.
Women don't like lone wolves who stay home all day and do nothing but mope and whine.
You're riddled with anxiety and regret, probably lots of it too. Go live life a little like on your day off drive somewhere nice like a beach or a national park, spend some time outside, sitting down and thinking, breathing in the fresh air, absorbing your surroundings; idk.
Pomudachi I have no doubts that your problems lie inside you, you're your biggest enemy because you're not happy with yourself.
And like I said just because you meet a girl doesn't mean she has to be your gf, you can be friends, and you will only grow because of it as having people who you can talk to IRL and who helps you understand things you don't get and vice-versa can carry you through the lowest points of your life.
So don't retreat into your shell just because people won't get you or you'll fall into apathy and self hatred, don't be like
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