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I used to never watch GFE streamers, but I started watching a small one who recently picked up GFE. I think I've fallen way too far.
She's absurdly parasocial. If she isn't streaming, half the time she's sitting in her discord's VC. I spend an embarrassing amount of time giving her attention. Like every small GFE streamer she's also completely unstable and broke. I've been trying to get a job for a while, but I'd be lying if I said her living situation wasn't motivation to get one so I could give her more money. I just heard back from a company and it seems like I got the gig. My first thought was that now I can't spend as much time with her, and my second was how much should I spend on her per week.
I'm so scared bros. Wtf is happening. My instincts say to take a break but I'd feel so guilty. I don't want to draw attention to myself but her audience is so tiny it'd be obvious if I started whaling or if I wasn't interacting as much.
Watching 2 view GFE is a trap, stick to where you're nameless and mean nothing to her besides a random chat name.
