>>42873236I know exactly how you feel man. I once had a dream where for some reason I was back living at my parents' house again, and I went into one of my younger siblings' bedrooms and Flare was there sat on the bed wearing nothing but a plain nightdress with her hair all down. We sat on the bed close together and were playing some kind of card game together and felt really close to each other and I intuitively knew Flare was my girlfriend in the dream. When I woke up and realized it wasn't real it genuinely made me feel depressed that day. The most fucked up part about it is that Flare isn't even my oshi and I barely watch her so I don't know why my brain randomly decided to mentally torture me like that.