>>66630216I overthink too much so i guess it evens out. Used to be bad enough that i was overthinking a simple "hello" to people. Its not all bad though if you think too much it can be helpful at times.
I mean, i didnt realize it until yesterday but depression been majorly kicking my ass since last monday. Ive been working non stop on things, barely taking care of myself and only focusing on what ive been working on. I didnt even cook properly and lived mostly of off bread. I need to try and get my shit together again before it gets worse so yeah thinking too much helps with self reflection and all that, but if you overthink every word people may say its not good either. Needs a balance as with everything.
>>66640303Idk what to say but i hope it gets better once you moved out and can finally leave it behind you. In my case my mother juust neglected her children didnt clean or do any proper housework even letvmy brother cook food all the time. I ddont feel any hate towards her, just indifference. Cant say id care if she was gone. Moving out helped a lot with that, so i hope it helps you as well. Sometimes you gotta cut people outt of your life for your own mental healths sake. In my casd it helped not having to constantly clean behind her. If you constantly constantly have to clean behind your own mother it aint fun. Probably got a cleanin tick due to that and get anxious and stressed if my place isnt clean.
>>66695036I was sleeping but it seems like no amount of sleep is helping. In fact i wake up even more tired.
