>>73510594I'm a weird autist watching from the sidelines but even Im feeling this pain a bit for you guys. Ive lurked a bit here for random stretches at a time for I think 3 years now, and I've never watched her live stream, but I do like her generally as a person (and I hate most women).
Maybe it helps maybe it makes things worse but, my schizo rant:
she'll be back after months but it might be a final farewell. If not that, shell probably need even more months to relax, maybe get in a new routine/meds, and find strength again. She genuinely cares about her husbands, she actually seems to be a genuine girl even if she grifts a bit with shitty memes. She has a lot of personal problems but she knows just leaving like this would create even more problems even for her own conscious to not at least get actual closure if it is over. She's such a weirdo, to put it lightly, and if really a loner/hikkiNEET, itd be hard for her to isolate herself purposefully. But getting over past pains from all of this can take ~1.5 years to let subside enough(it never fully goes away) 