>>30852320eh, I don't really believe that, but regardless of whether it was deliberate or not, It was a wakeup call for me that I was too attached to her and that that wasn't a good idea, and I have handled that accordingly by cutting the connection. I can still enjoy some streams as free entertainment, without fawning over her, and I think that will be a healthier mindset in terms of keeping me free of expectations when it comes to her. In some ways its very freeing. Definitely for the best now that its over (well on the 25th in anycase).