>>5767603Hope you're doing better anon, sounds like months of hell.
>>5767385I have no delusions of polka specifically loving me, but using her as fuel for self improvement is good. At the end of the day, who's gonna care about why you're getting a better job, going to the gym, or learning another language? Nobody but yourself. Plus, I'm sure she'd appreciate the thought of her viewers improving themselves. I like making people smile, so making someone who makes me smile, smile back puts me in a good state of mind.
>simple as