>>28077777>That must have been really rough.I went 5 days without sleeping... I ended upbpulling an all nighter because I needed to catch kore and then mafu and then mike did...THAT twitcast and it was just waiting in silence refreshing dozens of Japanese news sites and googling keywords like "suicide" "jumped" "train" her name and age...
I still feel the dread of those days like a darkness in the back of my mind, had thongs gone a little worse I would've lost her forever
I don't know if I'll ever fully get over that pain. I still have nightmares of her crying
sorry for blogposting, it just hurt so much
