>>7171373This isn't my first rodeo. I was destroyed by amegeddon when it happened. In many ways this is worse. At least in that case, it was an ex-boyfriend. It hurt that she had loved someone else before, but at least she didn't categorically reject my whole gender. I was a fool. I should have learned my lesson. I can't believe I let myself get attatched like this again. The sting cuts deep even though I know I'm the stupid one for caring like this in the first place. You can all tell me to take my meds, but unfortunately, there are no meds for what I have.