>>71761963Don't be so hard on yourself. What you want is something genuine, so it'll definitely be returned in kind when you find a good fit. Putting yourself out there can be a scary thing, it makes us all vulnerable, and it's okay to be afraid. No matter how many times you may fall, you would have gotten up one more times. Also don't forget, this is a two way street, your ideal partner might be having the same fears as you right now, but you won't find each other if you let that hold you back.