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>Fauna was the first holoen I started watching consistently and helped me stop being a nijien fan
>Lose interest over her since I kept missing her streams
>later find myself watching mumei, become gachi for her
>until advent debuts and fwmc are introduced into my life
>finally get a chance to have an oshi I can follow since debut
>have a poor sleep schedule so I start missing a bunch of fwmc mornings, a few gaming streams, and most painfully, some milestone streams
>get depressed over fomo from missing so much of their career and become insecure over my ruffian status
>start watching Fauna again and realize she's still specil to me somewhat and that I still love her and guilty at the fact I abandoned her
I feel trapped, been feeling very fucked up over this for like a month or two and I NEED to talk about it. I can barely tune into fwmc's streams anymore, because they would feel like strangers to me. I didn't even enjoy their last karaoke anywhere near as much as I did their others... I wasn't there for asamoco, I was barely around for their Christmas streams... i'm going fucking insane over this. I don't think I can be just a ruffian anymore... and so I need help, bros, is it okay to have more than one oshi? I can't be a whore, but at the same time I'm riddled with stress and these 4 girls are still really special to me in their own way. Fauna, Mumei and Fuwamoco
