>>33008719You're jealous of Elira because he turns into liquid spaghetti when he's around her of course you're a gachikoi, you found this man that you thought was your match, one amongst millions and he's already kissing Elira's shoes whenever he gets the chance.
It's not ok, you need to get over it. Forget about it even as a woman you can't let him have that kind of indirect control over your emotions; you have to move on in order to save your own mental and emotional wellbeing since your own psyche is doing this to you.