>>34568029I'm gonna be blunt my dude, you need to get your mental health under control.
I don't know if you started taking your meds again or you're just craving attention or what, but you're only hurting yourself with these public outbursts.
She's tried to help you, I've tried to help you, our mutual friend has tried to help you, but you need to help yourself.
When we see you spewing this kind of shit on here, on twitter, or on her stream, we worry about you, but at the end of the day we just think "That's sad" and move on. You need to move on as well, and seriously get professional help.
To answer your question, I cope by not being an entitled schizo, I help her out because I love my oshi, not so that she'll play fortnite with me or give me attention.