>>65952906>>65952934>>65952962>>65953286Good advice, but holy hell it'll be hard to start skipping streams cause I end up feeling horribly if I do... I had to miss sasuke due to how early it was for me and I felt like shit for a week. It doesn't really help that FuwaMoco notice when we're gone for long periods of time and remember details about a lot of us. I still WANT to love them, but I want to do it from a healthy, less autistic place where I can actually make them proud.
I think I may separate from xwitter entirely soon, as a start.
>>65952945I agree, but it gets a bit too much for me sometimes. Being a gachikoi is incredibly rewarding, but it's becoming too much for me mentally. If I wasn't a gachikoi, the Christmas Eve stream wouldn't have been NEARLY as beautiful or impactful to me.
>>65953422Nothing. This is just my own personal autism flaring up. Being a gachikoi is beautiful if you aren't retarded like me.